I just realized I had a record. I had a record of shit that’s been going through my head from the moment we knew we were moving to Canada.
So, I imported all my old blog posts to here ‘ cause I wanted to read them again and maybe figure stuff out.
At this point I realize there’s never been anything bad going on with me, yet, I always sound scared. I think it’s about time I control that. I mean, I should be an adult by now, according to my birth certificate.
The last couple of years have been turbulent, though. We’ve moved from Brazil to Canada and we are about to move for the 4th time in Canada already, which is a LOT, considering we have only been here for 1 year and 10 months.
Apparently, I am not that good with changes and I am desperate to go home. Not the home I came from. The new one. The new place that feels like home.
Two weeks ago when we were in Montreal I was sure I had found that place.
Next year, when you read this, I will not sound scared and lost anymore.
That’s a promise.